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Peacock Flock Book Review #13 - Switched

Peacock Flock Book Review #13

Author: Amanda Hocking

Length: ~ 293 pages

Genre: Fantasy

Heat level: Clean

Stars:  3.5 Somewhere Between Stars 

We wanted to see what all the hype was about. After reading a number of negative reviews online we passed on this book for awhile. But after getting a good review from a friend and knowing that it was rereleased after an editor looked at it (and about 15,000 words added) we thought we'd give it a chance. The plot was done well and we enjoyed this world that she created. We continued wanting to know what would happen next. Some of the things done by the characters seemed a little off to us (which is why the rating isn't higher) such as the absurd amount of anger exhibited by Wendy's mother Elora when she did something wrong. If it was really such a big deal a queen would've made her aware of what the major faux pas and mistakes are, especially if it further embarrasses her. We also felt that the way Wendy is described as child and earlier when she confronts Finn for being a jerk, she just seemed to tumble into this meek little character. We wondered where all her back-bone went. As scary as Elora seemed to be, it felt off. We did however love how well the characters where developed, most particularly the secondary characters. We can't wait to see what happens with Tove. Yes we will be reading the rest of this series. :D

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Peacock Flock Book Review #12 - Mad Science Institute

Peacock Flock Book Review #12

Mad Science Institute
Author: Sechin Tower

Length: ~ 148 pages

Genre: Science Fiction

Heat level: Clean

Stars:  3.5 Somewhere Between Stars 

This was a great read. The plot was interesting and we liked the world that had some science but wasn't an extremely involved having to look up words all the time in the dictionary kind of science-fiction. There were definitely some great moments where we laughed and many times where we really wanted to know what was going to happen next. The character development could've been a little better. We would've loved to have known even more about the main characters but this was most especially needed with the secondary characters. It had a great mix of fun coloured lab-coats, science experiments, fun robots and cool gadgets plus a 'the whole worlds in danger' fix with some pretty sly-feeling aliens too. All in all a book we would definitely read again. Keep your eyes peeled we will be hosting this author on the blog here in July. :D

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How I Deal With Postpartum Depression/Negativity

To all my faithful followers and readers, thank you for sticking with me. It's been an interesting time. I haven't posted (other than a few book reviews) in almost two months. I apologize for the lapse.

Part of the reason why I haven't posted is the above title. Another part is the time and courage it took for me to actually sit down and write this post.

Inspiration for this post comes from the amazing courage and strength it took for CJ Redwine to speak out about her opposition to censorship and the fact that she is a rape survivor. Read her heart-wrenching but soul inspiring post here.

The subject of this post isn't anything quite so devastating and life-altering. But it has been a big deal for me. So as hard as this is for me to admit, here goes:

About 5 months after my son was born I realized I had postpartum depression. It took a comment from someone else to help me come to terms with what was happening to me. I'd watched 17 seasons of tv in a single month. It scared me and humbled me to know that I wasn't myself. I hadn't yet got to the point of extreme regret and bad feelings towards my child, but I was so worried it could go that way. In consultation with my doctor I tried to work through it with the help of my husband, friends and family. After a month the decision was made for me to be on anti-depressants. I was on them for four months. Once I found out I had postpartum depression it was so enlightening for me to see just how many other women have dealt with this themselves or know someone who has. In learning more about postpartum depression I found out that those who have previously been diagnosed with depression are more susceptible. Two years previously I'd been on anti-depressants for about 5 months.

I don't conduct myself as though I am on expert on this subject. I'm sure there is a lot I don't know about depression and postpartum depression. I do however know what it has been like for me and how it's affected my life. At times it has been completely debilitating. Other times it is simply tiresome and I want to smack myself upside the head and say "Smarten up, you're better than this." But it still happens and I still have to deal with it. I don't know why this is a trial in my life. I do know though that I can conquer it each time it happens to me, especially if I rely upon my Saviour, and my loving husband, son and family.

Since that time I have had three more bouts of what I call a 'Negativity Funk'. Times when I haven't been in full on depression, but periods of my life where I can feel myself headed that way. Watching a a fair bit more of tv than I should, not doing laundry for much too long, neglecting my writing, not bathing myself or my son as often as I should. It all adds up.

I have however been able to get myself out of those 'Funks'. And the whole point of this post is to help others who might be dealing with the same thing.

A note: This post took a few weeks to write, because I got into another little funk while in the middle of writing it. But as is obvious by the fact that this post is finished and done, I got myself out of it.

So here's what and how I go about pulling myself up by my bootstraps.

5 Things That I Do To Get Back Into A Positive Frame of Mind

1. Read good books & listen to good music
- this is such a great enabler for positivity. Instead of always listening to the radio I play my own positive music -- whether that's a CD or songs from my iPod, doesn't matter. Two of my favourite books that have helped me are: Sunny Side Up by Lucile Johnson & Body Clutter by Marla Cilley and Leanne Ely

2. Get all the vitamins and minerals your body needs
- a good friend knew I was struggling with postpartum depression and she asked me if I was getting enough Vitamin B & D. When her daughters were having trouble that was always the first thing she did -- made sure they had enough Vitamin B & D. My solution? A Dr Oz episode spoke about how your body can absorb more vitamins and minerals if you split up when you take them. Therefore I take two supplements in the morning. A Vitamin B complex (so I get all the B's) and a Vitamin D 1000 IU. And I also take a generic multi-vitamin supplement at night. It wasn't until I'd been consistently doing this for two weeks that I started to feel different, but it really did help me to feel better and have a more positive and upbeat outlook.
UPDATE: This also mean getting enough water to drink everyday - drink at least six 8oz glasses of water a day. Eight glasses would be optimal. It really is a game changer when your body gets enough water. See this post about the blogging schedule and my favourite water bottle.

3. Exercise (even if it's just walking)
- I still struggle with this, but when I do make time for exercise it always helps my positivity. Most especially if I get outside and walk in addition to some good cardio or weight-training. Some of my favourite exercise things to do? Workout videos (tae-bo & pilates most often) and Zumba. :D

4. Get support from family and friends
- I cannot emphasize this enough. Be up front and honest with those who are close to you. They care about you and want to help. Give them specifics on how they can help you. Even if it's just a text message each day asking how you're doing. Talk to those who love you. Hearing about other people's successes and joys allows me to be more positive.

5. Pray and keep praying
- I don't think I can fully express exactly how much this helps me. Nor do I think I ever will be able to do so. Having a loving Saviour in my life who knows me and my trials is something I truly cherish. Going on each day and being able to express all of my trials and successes in prayer is something that, when done consistently, aids me in all I do.

As hard as this post was for me to do, if what I have said helps even one person who is dealing with depression, postpartum depression or negativity, then it has been a success. Stay strong, know that others understand what you are going through, and be positive.


UPDATE: One of the best videos I've ever seen that helps to voice and explain depression is this:

Peacock Flock Book Review #11 - The Last Enchantment

Peacock Flock Book Review #11

The Last Enchantment
Author: Meg Alexander

Length: ~ 298 pages

Genre: Historical Romance 

Heat level: Clean

Stars:  4 Stupendous Purple Stars 
Book Summary:

To prevent her niece, Caroline, from marrying the notorious Duke of Salterne, Aurelia Carrington took the girl away to Brighton. As a means of escape, it was a failure, for Salterne followed them. Deeply, if unwillingly, attracted to him, Aurelia suspected he preferred her company to Caroline's, so what had made him offer marriage? By the time she found out, more was at risk than Aurelia's heart.

We read this book in a little over 24 hours. It's quite a good little romance. Both the heroine and the hero were well developed and unlike many books where there isn't a lot of scenes between the two main characters the wonderful Duke (the main man) is teasing, admonishing or laughing with the heroine, Aurelia, every few pages. There were many scenes where we couldn't put it down and more than a few times where we giggled and went "Aww", and then proceeded to devour more. The only issues we had with it was that the suspense needed to start earlier in the book and there was a little too much description about unimportant things ie: we've heard more than enough about the Prince Regent and his adoration of Chinese things. Plus there were a few times where references were made to things that didn't make sense at all -- a little hard to follow some of the societal comments. We would recommend this though. The characters are wonderful and (shocker of shockers) have actually been in love before the romance with each other. 

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Peacock Flock Book Review #10 - Wild Orchid

Peacock Flock Book Review #10

Wild Orchid
Author: Cameron Dokey

Length: ~ 199 pages

Genre: Fantasy (Fairy-tale retelling) 

Heat level: Clean

Stars:  3.5 Somewhere Between Stars 


Book Summary:

Wielding a sword as deftly as an embroidery needle, Mulan is unlike any other girl in China. When the emperor summons a great army, each family must send a male to fight, tom-boyish Mulan is determined to spare her aging father and bring her family honor, so she disguises herself and answers the call.

But Mulan never expects to find a friend, let alone a soul mate, in the commander of her division, Prince Jian. For all of Mulan's courage with a bow and arrow, is she brave enough to share her true identity and feelings with Prince Jian?

This was fairly nice, cozy up read. It's a retelling of 'Mulan'. Which is one of our favourite stories.  Although the plot wasn't too surprising, it was interesting. We thought there should've been less scenes with her friend at the beginning and more scenes with the prince. We also found that some of the solutions to the challenges the characters faced were a little too easy. But the culture was wonderful. The sense of China was amazing. It was very immersive and wonderful escapism. Mulan's archery and all the scenes talking about it were well done. The end romantic scene was quite nice as well. All in all a book that we may or may not read again -- dependent upon what else is within our reach. Still something worth taking a look at though! :D

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